I have been awake for hours now. I rarely sleep and I really do not know why. There seems to be a weight on my shoulders that cannot be lifted no matter how hard I try, and I have tried many things to do so. Recently, I have discovered that there is one thing I look forward to every minute that I am awake. It never seems to last too long and seems almost childish to look forward to such a meaningless and empty activity. However, at this point in my life...anything that can free me, if only for a while, is worth looking forward to.
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